tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84203729692437515972024-03-14T02:30:13.342-07:00My crazy lifeI will try to keep this blog up to date. I will post whatever comes to mind or whats currently going on in my life.Korohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07737834133326631199noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8420372969243751597.post-43193554487699553112009-07-25T14:00:00.000-07:002009-07-25T14:02:33.991-07:00Sober<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">"Sober"</span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: 13px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Or the girl who never wants to be alone</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">'Cos I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Ah the sun is blinding</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I stayed up again</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Oh, I am finding</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">That's not the way I want my story to end</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I'm safe</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Up high</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Nothing can touch me</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">But why do I feel this party's over?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">No pain</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Inside</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">You're my protection</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">How do I feel this good sober?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Please don't tell me that we had that conversation</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I won't remember, save your breath, 'cos what's the use?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Ah, the night is calling?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">And it whispers to me softly come and play</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Ah, I am falling</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">And If I let myself go I'm the only one to blame</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I'm safe</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Up high</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Nothing can touch me</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">But why do I feel this party's over?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">No pain</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Inside</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">You're like perfection</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">How do I feel this good sober?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I'm coming down, coming down, coming down</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Looking for myself - SOBER </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">[x2]</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Till you're trying to find the you that you once had</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I have heard myself cry, never again</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Broken down in agony just tryna find a friend</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Oh Oh</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I'm safe</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Up high</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Nothing can touch me</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">But why do I feel this party's over?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">No pain</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Inside</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">You're like perfection</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">How do I feel this good sober</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Oh Oh</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">I'm safe</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Up High</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Nothing can touch me</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">But why do I feel this party's over?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">No pain</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Inside</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">You're like perfection</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">How do I feel this good sober?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Will I ever feel this good sober?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Tell me, No no no no no pain</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">How do i feel this good sober?</span></div></span>Korohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07737834133326631199noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8420372969243751597.post-43358562858503287112009-07-24T01:49:00.001-07:002009-07-24T01:51:44.489-07:0021st Century Breakdown<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_nAJlmCk423g/Sml1ySB658I/AAAAAAAAAAw/O9GVes5TQm4/s1600-h/21.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_nAJlmCk423g/Sml1ySB658I/AAAAAAAAAAw/O9GVes5TQm4/s320/21.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5361946338055088066" /></a>Omg Omg I absolutely love this album. I've listened to it so much that my zune gave me a bronze power listener badge lol. I've always like green day but couldn't really get into there older albums except for American Idiot. But I love this album so much!!!!Korohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07737834133326631199noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8420372969243751597.post-57915555966738136632009-07-24T01:06:00.000-07:002009-07-24T01:09:36.945-07:00blahThis past week and a half i think since I last posted has been crazy as usual. I guess adams cousin came back/moved back to yak sometime but i finally met him drove him to tri cities like 4 times and am now trying to find a way to get him to leave me alone. I've been working and trying to keep up on school. But thats basically all thats new. ^^Korohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07737834133326631199noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8420372969243751597.post-36248335456348616222009-07-18T15:10:00.000-07:002009-07-18T15:26:52.257-07:00Woot!!!!<div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">This is the last week of one of my online classes, I can't believe its already been 6 weeks. I've been able to close front counter so that means more hours, and I finally made up my mind and am gonna try to move back to tri cities in a couple of months. So I'm saving up for that along with my 21'st birthday!!!!! Woot I can't wait! Brandon so far has been out of the picture last I heard he was back in yak but has yet to actually make contact with me lol. So basically my lifes been up lately which is an awsome thing!!! Back to update later!!!</span></i></div>Korohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07737834133326631199noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8420372969243751597.post-33232803479516637292009-07-09T15:51:00.000-07:002009-07-09T15:53:08.601-07:0021 Guns<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: 13px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "><b>21 Guns</b><br /><br />Do you know what's worth fighting for?<br />When it's not worth dying for?<br />Does it take your breath away and you feel yourself suffocating?<br />Does the pain weigh out the pride?<br />And you look for a place to hide?<br />Did someone break your heart inside,you're in ruins<br /><br />One, 21 Guns<br />Lay down your arms<br />Give up the fight<br />One, 21 Guns<br />Throw up your arms into the sky<br />You and I ...<br /><br />When you're at the end of the road<br />And you lost all sense of control<br />And your thoughts have taken their toll<br />When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul<br />Your faith walks on broken glass and the hangover doesn't pass<br />Nothing's ever built to last, you're in ruins<br /><br />One, 21 Guns<br />Lay down your arms<br />Give up the fight<br />One, 21 Guns<br />Throw up your arms into the sky<br />You and I ...<br /><br />Did you try to live on your own?<br />When you burned down the house and home?<br />Did you stand to close to the fire?<br />Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone<br />When it's time to live and let die<br />And you can't get another try<br />Something inside this heart has died,you're in ruins<br /><br />One, 21 Guns<br />Lay down your arms<br />Give up the fight<br />One, 21 Guns<br />Throw up your arms into the sky<br />You and I ...</span></div>Korohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07737834133326631199noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8420372969243751597.post-19328818226375370662009-06-18T00:14:00.000-07:002009-06-18T00:20:26.285-07:00too much dramawow ive been stressed lately and as a result ive been overloading brandon with me venting. But theres just way too much drama and I need to learn to not care what people think so much, but everyones been jumping down my throat since i got back with brandon and im just the ex girlfriend to his friends so he's been going out and having fun and ive been stuck here with homework blah! works still pissing me off and my mom just volunteered me to feed all there animals while there gone camping. So everyones been having fun without me or just having fun and im not. I like this blog for venting ^^Korohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07737834133326631199noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8420372969243751597.post-7111161124967839412009-06-16T01:03:00.000-07:002009-06-16T01:21:00.617-07:00WowLast time I posted I was still in tri cities. This past week has been hectic and insane. I was in tri cities then Brandons dad asked him to help him and his gf move to spokane, so I was origionally going to just head back to yak, but then decided since I knew he was very tired that I would go with them as well since I have my license. Stayed up till lik 9 or 10 in the morning, worked with him and his dad that morning and then headed back to tri cities the next day. I loved spokane its an awsome and beautiful city. I so wanna move there later. Then brandon decided to come with me back to yak to help me move so tables and put our new one in there. Ended up getting a job interview and might possibably have a job over here soon ^^. I'm so excited for that b/c that means he'll live here and we could get a place together later!!!! Then I started school and tried to work on it during all this crazyness but alas I just finished up my last few assignments for the first week and now gonna move on to the second week later today, its just been so crazy lately I have to go get him from tri cities in the morning somehow find time to work on school, possibably go feed moms animals if they went camping and work too. Ahhhhh where am I gonna find the time =( idk but I'll try to find it. anywayz later to all of you till I post again when My lifes less crazy or when I have time to lol. bye bye everyone.Korohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07737834133326631199noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8420372969243751597.post-11870748787999347312009-06-11T13:17:00.000-07:002009-06-11T13:26:25.867-07:00Wow my life sure has been crazy lately.Ok so since monday night I've been in tri cities visiting for a few days. All the while working on my school work I just started. This whole weeks been crazy so far. I got here posted on twitter like I always do that I am in tri cities staying for a few days and might go down and see my brother in walla walla which the seeing the brother didn't work out. =( Anyway I get in a fight with one of my best friends b/c for some reason she always gets pissed everytime I go to tri cities. She'll get over it but I kno she's gonna be mad at me in a few weeks for a while too probably, because I want to save up and transfer down here I miss it so much, its so much calmer than yakima and there's so much more to do. Plus if I do me and Brandon can finally after dating him for almost a year and a half off and on only b/c we're still on a break get our own apt! I wanna be with him so bad and I kno if everyone sees how happy he makes me they should back off. But I've been hanging out with him all while working on my school work off and on. well thats all for now till I post again =)Korohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07737834133326631199noreply@blogger.com0